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changesII

Some days ago, I listened to Amanda Palmer’s TED talk and I liked it a lot. I guess what it made me think about was that sometimes it seems that there is only one way to do things. An only way to live and it’s not true. There are as many different ways as many different people but it always happens to find someone who tries his/her own way and then, he or she finds a huge lack of understanding.
In my case, leaving your hometown when the recession was not so hard as it is now, it was a stressing time. Apart from that, there were some other aspects of my life to be added to the maths. Sometimes it is not from outside but an inner battle that you need to fight everyday. Why can’t we happy? Just like that. I don’t think there is a happiness unit in the Museum of Weights and Measures in Paris to compare our lives every single moment.
And here I am, searching for my own style, my own art and it’s when I wonder all these things before releasing my creative self. I just don’t want anything without at least trying.
I won’t look into anybody else’s eyes, but mine. I want to see myself, hear my voice and decide where to go. There is no other way to make art but being honest with yourself.
I don’t know for sure if this is only applicable for art but for life in general. There are other ways, there are other paths, maybe more risky but more satisfying as well.